Dec 13

It’s funny, when you have a baby all of a sudden people are drawn to talk to you.  It happens all the time especially at the shops.  Most times they are complete strangers!  It’s like: if you have a baby you must want to have a chat.  They, “just want to say that you’re baby is absolutely beautiful! She truly is a beautiful baby.”  Then they want to know how old she is, “oh really, she looks younger [maybe she takes after her father!]. Is she small?” I always say, “she’s average, but perhaps on the lower side of average.”  Thankfully I don’t mind… except when she’s crying!

People suggest so many funny things to make a baby stop crying.  To be honest, Aurora’s crying  really doesn’t bother me.  It’s just her way of telling me that she wants something or something’s wrong.  Most times she only cries when she wakes up suddenly and she’s hungry, when she’s going to sleep and she really wants to suck something or when she gets a fright (then it’s daddy who gets in trouble).  It’s fine when she cries for these reasons; I can fix them easily.  Feed her, give her a dummy, tell daddy to play nicely.  But, occasionally she cries because she has a tummy ache from wind in her belly… this is not good.  She screams and screams and I can’t do anything except pat her back, rub her tummy, cuddle and reassure her.

Like I said before it doesn’t bother me when Aurora cries.  It’s especially fine when we’re at home but when we’re out it’s a bit harder.  I know it bothers other people so I get embaressed imagining they will think that I’m a bad mother.  I also feel very protective of Aurora because I know they’ll be getting annoyed at her for crying and she really is a lovely girl!  She’s very friendly and well-behaved, really.

It is at these times that the ‘helpful’ suggestions come hard and fast.  “Put her over you’re shoulder,” “lie her down flat,” “put her on her tummy,” “swing her,” “pat her,” “rock her,” “sing to her,” “turn her upside down,” “give her a dummy,” “is she hungry?”  “Is her nappy wet?” “did something bite her?” “are you pinching her?” (that’s a really common one, though usually in jest) “why don’t you give her a bottle?” “why don’t you just leave her with your mum next time?” “why don’t you just leave her with Josh?” “tie the dummy in her mouth,” “have you tried putting some brandy in her milk?”

Some (definitely NOT all) of these are good suggestions but they have their time and place. Can I just say: when Aurora has wind (I know because she’s burping and ‘passing wind’ like she’s eaten garlic, baked beans and onion all together) about all I can do is give her a dummy (if she’ll take it) and wait until the wind is gone.  No amount of brandy or other liquor in her milk will help!

… Just something to think about.

written by Shell

Oct 16

I sit here staring out across the city and in my arms the most beautiful girl.
Though not born at dawn - endured from dawn. She opens her eyes, looks at me intently…
a little smile, a big sigh.
The LORD God is with my daughter.
When my sight meets her face, I know that I am blessed.
Her warmth comforts me. Her cry softens me.
I am blessed.
Her innocence purifies my heart - For she is pure in His.
There is no wrong or evil - just divine love that comes from Him.
It’s a love that makes one cry because its pure, everlasting, its intimate.
One that I surely will not forget, but one that He will grow.
The LORD is in my Aurora.
I am truly blessed.

 

I wrote this on the second day with Aurora, she was just so wonderful and thinking of how much the LORD has blessed mylife over and over and over. You can’t help but see His Glory, His Power, His Divine Love in those He creates. I thank Him that He loves my daughter more than I, and He shares this love greatly… He teaches this love. I am greatful. Praise be to Him. Amen

written by Josh

Oct 14

Well SHE (not it) finally came… pretty close to the date too.

God does wonderful things in everyone’s lives some see it, some don’t notice these miraculous wonders but I think having a baby is hard to miss.

It started at 5.45am Rachelle was having contractions. After notifying the hospital, I decided now might be a good time to go the capsule for the car :P. The shop was ment to open at 9, but didnt till 9.30!!! So im here trying to quickly drive back home and get a quick game of guitar hero before we have to get going! After one song Rachelle gave in to the pain and decided that it was best to get to the hospital… quickly. We arrived pretty quickly by about 10.10am ish and went to assessment. Because the car was still parked out side the hospital in the dock zone I had to go move it… so no wasting time ran back out went to the Raymond Carpark but was all full! “Please proceed to the Allen st. Car Park” NO WAY! where the heck is that? Did I mention I hate hospitals? No worries, I found it without to much difficulty but had to park all the way up the top as there were only five parking spaces left. So that was a crappy 30min.

Rachelle was checked in the assessment and was confirmed 4cms dilated… man im good with timing. We moved to the massive birth suite which was like four times bigger than our room we were staying in (which is huge). It had everything… Gas, Needles, Toilet, Shower, Bath, Gym Ball, Tv, Stereo, Reclining bed… luxury I tell ya! Rachelle was on gas for awhile but soon moved to an epidural for some more relief. By this time (about 12.45pm) she was already 7cms dilated, everything was just going awesome.

It came time to start pushing… right! this is where I get serious. Rachelle starts off pretty well, whilst I hold up one leg and the student midwife the other. It was about three to four contractions along and you would never guess what happened… Continue reading »

written by Josh

Oct 14

5:45 am - Mild intermittent abdominal discomfort signaling the start of my contractions

6:00 am -  “Josh I think we’re going to have a baby either today or tomorrow!”

6:05 am - “Hey Waz, I’m not coming to work today, Rachelle’s in labour.”

6:10 am - Mum called to see what’s going on, she said to call the hospital.

6:15 am - Notified hospital of condition (approx. 2 contractions every 10mins). Told to sit tight and see what happens in the next hour.

8:00 am - Vomited after feeling nauseated all morning.

9:15 am - Josh went to buy baby car seat

9:30 am - Contractions getting stronger, 5-6 mins apart.

9:45 am - “Let’s go to the hospital, I want some pain relief.”

10:05 am - Arrived at the Mater Mother’s Private Hospital. Mary Stevens from church was the volunteer who escorted us to the Assessment Unit.

10:15 am - Obs & CTG monitor in assessment unit to assess my condition, baby’s heart rate and the strength of the contractions.

11:00 am - Internal exam shows I’m 4cm dilated! Yay! Contractions continue to be 5mins apart, rather painful. Offered the choice of going to the birth suite for some gas and other pain relief or going to the ward to wait until I’m further along…hmm, which one will I choose???

11:15 am - Moved around to the birth suite & got nitrous oxide (”happy gas”) . The gas didn’t really help, just gave me something else to concentrate on and made me feel light-headed.

11:40 am - While discussing pain relief options with my midwife, Jacqui, I asked if I could have the epidural at12:45pm. She asked me why I was putting it off. I said, “Doesn’t it run out? Like stop working after awhile?” Jacqui explained to me that it was an infusion and that if I wanted it there was no reason to put it off, but that I was also doing really well without it. I think she wanted me to try to go through without it but I said that I wanted it. So she went to see if the anaesthetist was free and started getting organised for the procedure.

12:15 pm  - I had to put on a hospital gown. A huge IVcannula was inserted in my wrist for IV fluids to stop me getting dehydrated. Then sitting on the side of the bed ready for the epidural insertion I tried to stay as still as possible whilst having contractions, sucking my gas and shivering from the air con and freezing cold skin prep!

12:45 pm - A sting as the local anaesthetic was injected and a bit of discomfort as the epidural was inserted. Then just waiting for the infusion to take effect. Then instant relief!

13:00 pm - Internal examination shows I’m now 7cm dilated. Jacqui broke my waters to speed up the process (standard procedure once an epidural is inserted). Contractions continue to be 5mins apart. Feeling much more comfortable I finally got to have a sleep.

14:00 pm -  Mum and Jess arrived.

15:15 pm - My contractions are still 5mins apart and every second one is a lot weaker - no good for pushing. So Cyntocinon (a synthetic version of the hormone oxytocin which initiates contractions in labour) is added to my drip to strengthen my contractions and make them closer together.
16:00 pm - I had another wonderful sleep! Mum & Jess went outside to meet Katie and Dad.

16:45 pm - I woke up. We decided to prepare to start pushing.

17:00 pm - I started pushing. After pushing for the first contraction I thought, ‘That wasn’t too bad.  Surely I can feel the head starting to come out already!’ Then Jacqui put a mirror at the end of the bed so I could see…the head definitely was NOT coming out yet! I thought, ‘Okay, I have to push much harder!’

- At the end of the 3rd or 4th contration Josh fainted right onto the bed! I laughed. Jacqui and the student midwife tried to get him to the floor but he was really heavy. They pressed the staff assist buzzer and suddenly heaps of people came into the room. I was kinda like, “Hi guys!” with my legs spread and all. It was funny. When Josh came to, he tried to get up straight away but his face was pretty green so they just encouraged him to sit on a chair for awhile and drink some water. In all the commotion, I missed a contraction so I had to work extra hard on the next one!

17:19 pm - Aurora Joy is born! (Although she wasn’t named until the next morning.) I got to hold her straight away. Josh cut the umbilical cord and then took photos while she was weighed and measured. She was crying on the scales but when Josh spoke to her she stopped crying.

- Mum, Dad, Katie and Jess came in to see the new addition to our family - our beautiful daughter, their grandaughter and niece. We drank maison (Aurora drank breastmilk) and toasted baby’s safe arrival!

written by Shell

Oct 13

The baby as some would know is due today… but im yet to see it still. The wife saw the doc today and they reckon maybe thursday, friday… around then. But im faced with a difficulty, we’re doing on of the best things this Friday night with youth group ever! Ah no matter lol

Im really looking forward to this, just keep in prayer the baby will be healthy and no complications.

Thankyou to everyone who has shown Rachelle and I so much support. God does wondrous things in everyone’s life, I just hope that you (reader) has the same experience of forgiveness along with so much love that He provides. I cant begin to count how much the LORD has done for us… way before we got married.

Again, thanks so much.

Josh.

oh ps. Happy Birthday Annette

written by Josh

Sep 22

Yesterday, Brony Foord and Karen Cera, two lovely long-time friends from church, hosted me a beautiful baby shower for the ladies from church to show their love and support for Josh and I as we anticipate the arrival of our baby…only 3 weeks to go!

We had a wonderful time eating yummy food, drinking Karen’s punch and playing baby shower games as directed by my sister Jess.  We unscrambled nursery rhymes, sniffed mystery nappies (yes, it is almost as gross as it sounds) all the while sharing helpful baby advice.

Thank you to Brony and Karen for being so generous and hosting a baby shower for me and thank you to everyone who came. Your kind words, support and gifts mean more to me than you will ever know.

written by Shell

May 27

This note is to thank you for all the love and support you, as family [and friends], have given us over the years, and especially sharing in the blessings of this last month.

We know that you will continue to love and support us as the blessings continue, somewhat unexpectedly at times…

Warren and I are going to be grandparents in October!  Rachelle and Josh got a bit of a head start, and while deeply regretting that, where there is confession and forgiveness, there is also peace and acceptance. We are all resting in the knowledge that God has a plan for our lives, even while we are in our mother’s womb - Psalm 139 - and that He will take care of us.

On Monday, Rachelle had a second scan, confirming that all is well, so we are letting [everyone] know this week - just give us time to contact everyone.  I guess the news will gradully filter out from there.

By God’s grace, we are very  much looking forward to the safe arrival of this precious little one and value your prayers - especially for Rachelle and Josh.

Yours in Him,

Margy & Warren

written by Shell